Marie's Playground

Rocky Journey

2009-06-09T04:13:00.005+08:00

I fought wf him..

I cried each dae..
No one noes how i felt..
He said im pressuring him...
But I am doin notin..
He said i cnt made a decision..
Its been tough nowdae..
Emotionally and physically..
Coping wf life-family,studies n him..
I felt alone..
I want to spend tyme wf dd,jun,fairsha,aisyah,nazirah,diana,fathiah,fiza,amalina..
but its dif as i dnt have any personal device of communication..
just my home phone and lappy..
entertainment-lappy n irfan..

im depressed
wat i usually do is to play Sorority Life,Mafia Wars,Pet Society in Facebook..
tats my life now..
its been like fark!
n i hate it..
one thin i noe is to change my life..
aint wana get hurt n kept cryin if i noe he doesnt cares..

IMY

2009-05-07T13:32:00.004+08:00

why do eu hav to go?

why?

eu have a valid reason for that dae..

I couldnt see eu in that situation..

here we are uncontactable..

not knowin where eu are?

when do we meet..

all i noe is im gona wait for ur call on ur birthdae..

im felt disturbance in my life now...

My body is at skewl but my mind is thinkin of eu...

ur condition..wat eu doin?have eu eaten?sayin imy so much..pls dnt go!

eu left ur handphone wf me...

i slept wf ur fone next to me..

n ur alarm rang as it is the time eu normally wake up for werk,

i dnt know wat else to do and I went back to slept as i have to wake up early to finish up my assignments..

I was damn late for skewl as I rushed werkin on the assignment.

I used the money I saved for ur bdae.

im pennyless..

i wan to buy u a cake as eu were askin for it..

eu also wanted a remote car ..

i tot eu are jus jokin but deep dwn i noe eu have been sayin bout the remote cars

well guys will remain as guysrite..=D

im not sure wats on for ur birthdae..

eu want to club..

i think i will save money for club and give eu a sweet heart small cake for urslf.

Dearest, IMY

Confession of a broken heart.

Labour Dae/Hapie Birthdae lil couz,Fariz!

2009-05-03T11:04:00.007+08:00

MAY an important month in this relationship!

First of all, I would like to wish my lil cousin, Muhammad Fariz a Hapie BirthDae!
May eu be blessed in ur lovely life.. N be a successful man in the future!
Do studies and play hard aits couzy!
Love Ya!

Labour Day, 1st May 2009

D's tenage frens had planned to party at O-Bar during Labour Dae..
I was uncomfortable as Im always the only gurl that will be taggin along..
YES i admit my relationship have change abit.. We are havin tough times wf each other..
We cnt click, n Im depress seriously.. As NO1 notice the achin in my innocent heart..
He just wnt bother bout me, all the words became empy just a sayin as it didnt meant anitin to him.. Yeah Ive been putting on mask arnd him, aint showin how I feel or even speak about it! He dnt even care and least bothered.. well its just stop it!
First of all, it was my first time to O-Bar n yah not the first time to DBLO..
Before midnight, the songs in O-Bar was like Hip Hop and most of them were neva been heard before.. But after midnight, the song changes and thats when Tok(Hadi's M bro) started the crowd by dancin.. Yeah he was havin the lights to himself as the tenage peepz shout 'TOK!TOK!TOK!TOK!' continously.. He was werkin his move but kinda unsure wat move was that.. We laughed at his move.. Well he is drunk, n he even admit he 'joget SeMbArAnG'.. lol..
It was hilarious and fun though.. We then headed to DBLO..
N TO MY SURPRISE! OMG DBLO was playin house song!
damn happening shit! n the DJ JURI is a lady frm Japan.. She is bloody talented!
N addin to the exciment, it is also 1 FOR 1! WoW! Well as usual we drank AK47..
At DBLO dancefloor, thur was a battle as this chinese guy started to battle Hadi K..
First the crowd was just 4, then more and more peoples came and join the battle..
Obviously, D was also battling.. Yeah I was thur to support him.. The Brothers of Hadi n Tok are really funny! Their dancin is the same! DA MABOK, JOGET SMUE SEMBARANG!
k here comes the unbelievable part! At the end of the battle, thur is an Indian guy teasin the way of the nigger dancing! N the nigger was like moving towards the indian guy.. I tot he wanted to start a fight BUT out of my imagination/thinkin!!! He knee down to the dance floor and crawl underneath the indian guy legs!!! Ultimate ridiculous!! I was screamin of laughter!!
We cnt handle it, till we decide to move down to O-Bar.. n OMG the crowd at O-Bar was damn alot! EEE squeezy! then thurs MINAHS! well guys will remain as guys.. they are tackling the chickys.. Yeah I saw him lookin at the Minahs! wth! hello Iam thur! tats y I dnt like not bein the only gurl thur! N addin on to it, he pointed to me when the song 'Heartless' Kayne West was played! RIDICULOUS! wat did I do! WHOS HEARTLESS? WHOSE THE HEARTLESS PERSON WHM SLAM DWN THE FONE WHEN A GIRL CRIED! I noe that eu dnt mind if that girl was me but eu would mind if it were other girls.. Eu are just unappreciative of me.. Eu are just thinkin of urslf.. Eu just wan me to do wateva thins eu wana do! my life is totally unfair ever since 6years ago.. all the sacrifies Ive made, eu will neva notice till the dae I step out of ur heart.. Why eu always do this to me! Im not a doll whm does not have existin feelins,eu see! Im human just like other girls.. But I do noe eu treat other gurls better than how eu treat me.. It have been shown for these 6yrs, but I just kept strong to hold on this cold huricane storm! Enuf..
='( IVE BEEN CRYIN!EU WILL NEVA TREAT ME GOOD!

Moments thur

Tok, Nan, Marie, Farhan
shady, nan, marie, tok

Marina Square

2009-04-30T22:17:00.005+08:00

Its been daes since I blog..
I dnt have the mood to blog as this particular website is where I express my happiness wf hym.
I wnt wan to spoil my blog by cursing and swearin eventhough I felt it.
This blog is for sweet and wonderful memories I had in my dear life.
Its been hard these few daes as I was coping wf my emotions.
Thos betrayals in life, really bring me dwn.
But one thing in mind is I gota be STRONG now.
I wnt wan anione to step on my head animore.
I admit Ive been kind enuf to keep quite enduring the pain by myslf, being hurt by people arnd me.I gota stand strong and be defensive of myslf.
I love myslf, so I gota stand on my own feet and settle things on my own.
Luckily the dark clouds have past by in my relationship.
Things are getting better.Alhamdulilah, syukur.
Its hard to make people realised that life isnt all about oneself. If people are thinkin about themselve all the time, things would be a mess and nasty as the reason to these is the feeling of unfair. So I and boifie settle down, talkin bout the things we want in life, and how our relationship should be.
The way I and Nan wants.

Saturdae 11 April 2009
It is a dae, when bdk tenage go out together taking public.
Cos usually, we will take bike to everywhere.
I was uncomfortable at that tyme as I was the only girl, I felt that boifie should have sometime wf tem wfout me. But boifie insisted for me to come. As the boys went to eat, we went to walk arnd the mall. Tryin to get myslf a Rip Cammi but I found something gorgeous at TopShop. Boifie is such a sweetheart that he bought this dress that Ive fallen for. I mean its a rare opportunity so I grap it. It feels nice to be pampered. N thanks to Kelvin that I have 30% off that dress. Haha.. So save boifie some bucks. Im so lovin the dress. Thanks dearest for makin my dae and buyin me this hot dress.
It was a surprising and special dae for everyone especially the April and May birthdae babies.
April and May babies-starting frm the eldest-Mael,Anil(boifie),Hadi,Farhan and Acap.

Moments at Marina Square
The guyz

April & May babies
Aftermath
Acap, Nan, Farhan, Mael, Hadi

These is a video during the celebration
Sorie if its dark as the lights were off at the moment..
Its kinda funny as each of them are teasing each other and they were really making so much noise singing a long birthdae song for the April & May babies..

Shopping!SheeSha!

2009-04-02T17:16:00.009+08:00

!blueekz everyone!

Yest was a blast wf my twin, Fiza..
First of all, we went to Bugis.. We were looking for a bag that suits Fiza's facilities.. So it must be damn big.. hahaa.. We headed to OG, Bugis Street. Bugis Junction.. We were waiting for her lil sis, Shila, to tag along.. Shila as usual was late..

So we went to Raffle City by walking thur.. Went to some shops basically window-shopping.. After meetin shila, we headed to marina square.. Along the way thur, we prank shila
"Ehk Shila baju kau!baju kau!" me.
"Arch asal?asal???" while lookingat her clothes, shila..
"Fiza, kau nmpk za baju shila"me,
"a'ah!" controling her laugh..
"Oi asal?",shila..
N I just went off walkin fast ignoring her..
That is when we said April Fool!!
HAHAHAHA
"BABI AR KAU!"shila
Over at marina me n fiza bought each of us a palette of eye-shadows.. Nice!! I love it.. We then went for food at LJS.. We prank AGN shila tat we forget to order her food.. I was carrying the tray with 2 golden deal 2 px chicken wf two drinks and obviously this thingy for grilled item that represented shila's n mine food..
"Ehk mane makanan aku?"shila
"EEhhk shit!aku lupe nak orderkan kau ar"me
shila looks at fiza
fiza making this shock n stupid face, she was controlling her laugh off course!
"nie ar kakak kau tak ingatkan aku sal chicken wrap kau!"me
"ahlaarr"sad face"kasi aku duet ar aku beli skrg",shila.
fiza reluctant to give money.
"ahlar kau g diet lar, puase ke"fiza
shila giving comments with her sad expression..
"ehk kasi aku duet,aku beli.aku pon nak amek tissue."shila
*fiza didnt give money*moment later
"tak lar aku da order lar lom sampai"me
"arh,betol?"shila muke hapie!
"hahaha april fool.. suke nmpk!"
this kind uncle brought shila's food but not mine
"hahah ehk nie chiken wrap aku!"shila,
showin off her food straight to my face haiz..
kene balek ar nie..me
Well it was fun spending time wf them. We then headed to the Fountain Of Wealth.

Moments thur

funny face

After chilling thur for quite a moment, we have no plans due to some reasons..
So we decided to go for sheesha!! while waiting for boifie to fetch me..
I was like jakun sia.. didnt know about the walking route to Haji Lane.. They guided me though..
Sheesha was Fun!
Boifie came to join us, so thur were 4 gurls n a playa,boifie..huh playa ketok kepale baru tau!
So we were opening up, sharing ghost stories amongst each other while sheesha-ing..
We gota leave off early as the younger ones gota go skewl tmr.. Howeva we did take LOTS LOTS of photos..
Yest was an exciting prankful dae!!=D

shila n fiza fiqah shila boifie n me
Thanks girls for making my day..
Thanks dear for makin my day...
love eu♥

APRIL FOOL everybody!

2009-04-01T11:36:00.003+08:00

Hey its April Fool's Day..

Ya boifie fool me first early in the morning.. But its kinda lame but I really did fall for it though..
I was thinkin of fooling someone while I was bathin but didnt have ani one in mind..
So boifie called.. I miss him though its been daes since we met, even though we had time to.. But due to 'new sleeping time'.. We didnt met as I was asleep.. We rarely do talk on the fone as he is werkin all dae long.. I felt tat thurs a gap between us n we didnt really spend much time together..

Ya so talking bout the conversation wf boifie.. He was talking bout his time in camp, wat he had done n all.. n he said "eu tad i muntah darah sey bile i mandi" wf his pity voice.. "Arrk?eu muntah bnyk? eu ok tak? tak g MO? darah?" me wf an angry and worried voice.. "Ya banyak sey.. darah dia cam pekat gitu".. In my mind I was like ehk sal the way he talk cam nothin gitu ehk? y like his reaction is bold?.. While thinking I was actually pausing myslf frm talking to him.. Then out of sudden he said " April Fool"... I was like "Kauuu, I was just thinking of foolin someone sey tad.. lame nye.. hahaha".. Cute sia he.. Tryin to make me laugh by fooling me LAMELY... hahaha.. well he is my one n only cute boifie that Ive grown up wf since secondary school life..

Its felt wonderful when eu are growing up wf someone eu love.. But bare in mind thurs ups n downs in life.. N if eu peepz wana noe, HE have been my class partner for almost 3 years! Meants I have been seating beside him for 3 years.. Well from monkey love turns to real love.. We noe the scandals about the past.. I meant its the past, n we were teenager at that moment.. We accept one another, n noticed that I was being fooled by him in the past.. About girls.. I felt that I was dumd sia.. But I wasnt really into relationship during my secondary school life.. I meant I had been wf his close friend,his 'bro'.. hahaa.. N I was the one hu dump them all..

Well when we sat dwn together talking bout the past.. We do laugh about it and sometimes it does hurt too.. But now in the present, I noe that he is serious wf me, n so am I.. Well we have plan for the future though, like mayb engage? Well we are just planing.. but its still a long way to go.. As I have my studies another 2 years then to werking life.. N he is serving NS another 1year+ n he really have to werk n save up.. He also claims he needs to save up for us.. Hahaa.. cute.. but we can only plan but still I leave it to god's hand.. I meant anithing can happen.. but i can only pray for us to stand strong till the day comes.. rite baby!

Well wishing eu all April Fool's Dae!
May eu FOOL as many people arnd eu... hahhaa...
Psst Im gona fool him once I meet him later..
wish me best of luck!

Love♥

Paul Blart: mall cop... Powerhouse...

2009-03-29T10:14:00.012+08:00

Holla !! Hows the week peepz?
Well this special week, i have gain something...
That's confidence and motivation..
Confidence in my relationship..
Motivation in my studies..

I am getting ready for re-opening of skewl! Its time to pull myslf up and show the tutors/classmates what Ive got! Thats the BRAINS and effort in my studies.. So nerds beware thur will be another hot nerd joining eu!!!

Boifie makes me realised where I stand in his life.. Ive negative thoughts recently and I was not confident about my relationship wf him.. I really thought that it was the end of us.. But his love really make us stands strong.. I was at a confuse state but I really do love him alot.. I couldn't live my life as per normal wfout him by my side.. I will really feel so uncomfortable and most of all, I felt the emptiness wfout his presence.. That feelings really suckz.. I have been tryin to cope wf the thought of him being staying in his camp.. N I am sure am struggling.. Thats y the negative thoughts came in.. N recently the time spentoin us was short and limited.. That sux.. But we really do spend time doing things together..

We went to catch a movie at E-Hub on Thursdae 26 March.. Actually I was the one planing it, as the recent movie we catched was 'Coming Soon'.. He said 'it is a must to watch this movie(paul bart:mall cop) cos im sure its gona be hilarious'.. then i was 'YES!!! A SURPRISE MOVIE FOR HIM'.. We was late as usual.. The movie was YES humorous..

Description

In Columbia Pictures’ comedy Paul Blart: Mall Cop, Kevin James stars as the title character, a single, suburban dad, trying to make ends meet as a security officer at a New Jersey mall. It’s a job he takes very seriously, though no one else does. When Santa’s helpers at the mall stage a coup, shutting down the megaplex and taking hostages (Paul’s daughter and sweetheart among them), Jersey’s most formidable mall cop will have to become a real cop to save the day.

Pictures for the daes 26March

27 March
!!VIP!!!
thanks to Russell n his mom!
It was the first time entering the Saint James so thurs alot of rooms thur..
Funn.. We met Russell, Natasha, "Sista" Russell's mom n Natasha's mom..
They are all fun to hang out wf rather than Adnand, Fais, Efa n this guy.. They are fark/shits due to some actions they made.. So fish them! I really like the accompany of Russell all as they are really fun to be with, n very entertaining especially Sista.. Rock n Roll Baby! I was really dress dwn wf snickers, shorts, n button shirt.. But wait a minute! Its comfortable eu see, cos that dae was TRANZ nite! So aint dancing wf high heels, tight clothes! big NO NO! well boifie wore a top tat we recently bought that dae at TOPMAN! He looks HOT HOT HOT! I have my eyes on him all the way..

Well we dnt drink much though compared to the times we were at DBL O.. cos the drinks here exp sia.. we bought AK 47 n GRAVEYARD.. he drank GRAVEYARD of course.. me AK47.. I tot it taste the same as the ones in DBL O.. but the drink thur is fuuuhhh.. I just had that, n I couldnt walk straight.. yea i dance wf Efa at the podium.. her dancing was ridiculous..! but y am i dancing wf her.. I dnt noe.. But it was FUN pulling strangers up dancing wf them.. SOCIABLE BABY! really tak tau malu.. wahahaha... while dancing,I realised that theyare having dance battle behind me.. N thur he is shuffling all his way!

The crowd was really cheering and looking at the dance battle.. He did some surprise trick by like takin someone's cap out of the crowd and dance wf it.. That guy was like SHOCK.. then I told that guy that he lend his cap for awhile huh, hope eu dnt mind.. hahaha.. Yea received some compliments about him shuffling.. 'Hey ure BF dance great'.. haha.. Look lar hu his gf is.. hahahaa.. kiding!

The dae turn out to be a good and a bad exprience wf me & D..

Russell,Natasha,Marie,Natasha's mom

Baby im sorie for the things that hurt eu.. What I knew was I was totally looking at eu.. perhaps smilling at eu all the way.. I didnt meant to do toz thinz eu said.. It was not intentionally eu see.. Baby thanks for showing me something.. Eu have make me realised that eu love me more than I think eu did.. N also I realised that I love eu deeply inside my heart eventhough the egoness in me.. I hope the air between us is clear now.. hopefully the neutral understanding is thur.. I just wan us to understand each other.. N importantly being thur when each of us needs each other.. Pls dnt think bout urslf.. This applys to me also.. Lets be fair darlings.. D, I hope eu heard wat Natasha's advice.. I will treat eu the same no worries.. I love eu!!

Love♥

!!Happy Aniversary!!

2009-03-24T10:31:00.014+08:00

Last Sunday, 22 March 2009
~was the date of my ANNIVERSARY wf boifie~
It was our 5yrs8mnts being together...
Yeahh its a long term relationship!
Well didnt meet up 3 daes I guess as he stays in..

We went to Century Square for ban mian agn..Hahaa..I think its time to stop eating ban mian for this month..As I really had enuf of it..Then we went to Bugis to walk arnd..At that particular moment Bugis Junction was having this event of setting up a new record in Singapore..They were inviting ladies to do a free make-overs of their eye lashes..Well they are promoting it though..D want me to join in the record n get my eye lash done..He also commented bout my eye lashes being so flat,no volume,no clur!..

Firstly I was really dress down, I look like im going to tampines not town area..Secondly, I was rushing!Hahaa..So i suggested y not eu join the record make-over his eye lashes..he likes to make his eye lashes clur up though..N he also likes to show off at me bout it..Hahahaa..We just tour arnd the mall like about half an hour,n he decided to go to marina square..

We saw my twin(hafizah) n her sister(shila) thur..it was so coincident that when we were walking behind shila, heading dwn the stairs at marina, we stumble upon hafizah going up the stairs..So I was like ehk adik beradik bertemu ehk..after a short conversation wf my twin,we head to esplanade to chill arnd n watch the spectacular view of the city..Of course we took some memorable pics of the special dae..

Funny Pictures

he wanted to look as if he's stepping that blue ball, attempt successful!

making a hilarious pose,looking so retard here

Baby y do I have mixed feeling these daes, I admit it occurs during ur stay in. I pissed off, I felt sometinz wrng. I felt all alone and eu dnt even have time for me. I noe eu have been working hard though and eu nit plenty of rest. Eualso need me to understand eu, ive tried to understand eu but the thing is eu dnt even understands me. Now we fought, eu start calling me irritating and i start being so sarcastic to eu. Im being realistic whereby i listed dwn the possibilities. List down wat Ive expriencing through ur empty words. N eu get so paranoid as eu felt that i was nagging at eu. But im not. Do eu noe I said good luck to eu bout eu going taiwan. I realised its gona b 15 more daes till eu leave to taiwan for a month. N i felt that the daes are not enuf for me to spend quality tyme wf eu. Eu will be goin for a month n i think its gona b the longest tyme we ever not be meet compared to our past n present. Well how am I gona cope wf things wfout eu. Eu noe i cnt b wfout eu, eu are my everything. Well eu not hapie when i said that, and we fought! well eu kept slaming the fone while im talking, eventhough eu promz a billion times not to. N eu said da ar 'break ar'. I swear its gona b the last tyme i am hearing that. I had enuf of hearing tat. See hu was the one started to say tat. It wasnt me animore. N eu gave me an excuse that I was hinting eu to say that? well i rather b straight foward! so much of ur empty promises i fallen for agn. Eu called few hours later, but my hp was on silent. I just dnt wana think about it. When i realised that eu called I call eu back but eu didnt pick up. Now i just dnnoe. I really felt the relationship is one sided. I have to do tiz n tat, giving him wat he wants. How bout me? I dnnoe wat gona tmr. are eu gona call me or are eu gona wait for my call agn. I leave it all up to eu.

Im SICK !!! I LOVE TOM CHAPLIN !!!

2009-03-21T06:09:00.019+08:00

Its been 2 daes that Ive been sick. I didnt even sleep for a dae as to prepare a presentation. After the presentation I had yest, I went home and sleep till its 12+am todae. So I am up till now browsing through the net, listening to songs. N look at my crush's picture. When he sings, I felt so touched as if he was singing to me. N his vocal is marvelous!

He is Tom Chaplin from Keane. I felt in love with the song SPIRALING which is a song from their latest album. Keane sounds good and original during their live concert. I mean looking at other stars like Lady GaGa, she sounds different in live than her music vidoes. I definately realised that performing live is challenging for vocals, but I think for Tom Chaplin, he is just as talented! Thats y he makes my heart drop! wahahaha! kiding! I really would like to meet Keane in person or even go to their concert here! N Tom Chaplin is 30 years old! he is ten years older than me, he is the same age as 'kak ipar favorite aku!'.. OMG i disgust her! haha.. Well age is just a number! but to me he doesnt look at his age! He is so CUTE n chubby!! feels like pinch those red cheeks of him or even kiss it.. hahaha!

Tom Chaplin, ~~my love~~!♥

Keane Live
here is a link that has a videos of Keane live, which i have favored it!its different frm the above.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gwbeYcDr4L4&feature=related

While admiring him, singing the song in my room alone, I was thinking of boifie. He is practically sleeping I guess. We were suppose to mit up later at nite but I guess he dose off to LALALAND till now forgetting me! But I do understand him as I am experiencing what he does right now. It damn irritating when I kept blowing n blowing n blowing my nose throughout the dae(STILL BLOWING)! N i have been having headaches as I didnt get enuf rest yest due to PROJECT! HATE IT! Plus I didnt eat for one whole dae! Im SO SO hungry, I am waiting for mummi and daddi to wake up though so I can ask them to pack food for me while they go to Geylang market..!

Baby, I miz eu alot honey! I hope ur not jealous that I had a crush on Tom Chaplin. hehee! Its been 2daes that we didnt meet each other. N i rarely gota talk to eu! N we both caught some viruses to ourselves. Hope we get well soon so we could do activities together! Meet eu soon honey, hope eu rest well. LOVE♥!

Things that eu do that touches my heart.LOVE.

2009-03-17T23:00:00.010+08:00

NOOOOOooooOOOOO!

D plz dnt stay in!! How can this be!! Is this gona last until ue ORD!!! =[ It is extreme!! Its feels as though we have gone back to the past during ur BMT daes!! THEY ARE SO UNREASONABLE!! I hope eu can get out of this with ur skills... eu noe i noe.. weehee... Well gota mit eu up just bout 30mins or less.. eu just drop by to accompany me go shop.. I hope I can spend more time wf eu though.. N hey mayb these weekend, we shall do some activities.. Table tennis? Ya I noe eu bought tos pink and blue BALLS... hahaha.. but I am not sure if i gona like playing it cos i dnt even noe a shit bout playing it.. haha... OR SHALL WE GO SKATING!! yea mayb.. cnt wait gettin rid of the stress im havin now!!

Well I guess it 3 more daes till I see eu.. Countdown mood! AGN! Haizz! But wat does really surprise me was the document eu send me thru fone.. n eu told not to look at it till I went home.. Firstly I dnnoe it was a document, tot it was pictures of us eu edited. So I browse thru 'my image' but nothing new thur.. So I just check 'my memory card'.. Thur it is a word document.. You wrote this..(not edited at all)

I couldn't see the world so clear

The path i'm taking is dark and new

Can do nothing but stand here

I need companion to guide through

And that is when there's you

Leading me the way i'm going to

For all this i wana thank you

As you've made my ~~dreams~~ came ~~true~~

Having you kept my eyes open

You have ~~always~~ make me smile

I wouldn't let anything be broken

Without you,i'd go senile

I got you a ~~token~~

It may worth nothing and true

But one thing it ~~meant~~ 2 me was

The time i had with you

There was a saying

Romeo and Juliet lived happily ever after,

A knight is emmortal with their sword and armour,

I just couldn't believe everything is true

Because the way to end a story

Is about ME and ~~YOU~~

You gave me a poem which led me here

Writing u a literature to make it clear

I appreciate everything and blessed to ~~have~~ you

For all this i have something to tell u

I LOVE YOU...

I can tell eu write this on ur own though.. I was taken back when I read this.. It is just so sweet and romantic thing for eu to gimme a surprise literature.. I love it.. N I cried abit though cos I was so touched of ur words.. These really meant alot to me.. But the stripping of words do bother me as wat eu meant by stripping it, but eu just said that it is out of decoration.. hahaa... so cute of eu...

Baby I hope eu rest well for todae as eu are sick! do eat ur medicine aits! I taking this time to clear off the stuffs in my head that is really bothering me so much.. Looking forward to meet ya when eu have book out.. LOVEEEE, Iya!

miss eu pot-pot!

DBL O,Coming Soon!

2009-03-16T07:28:00.012+08:00

Hey Hey Hey

Its been while since I update this blog, so here it goes. Been having a blast these few daes. We went to dbl O last thursdae 12 March wf Atiqah, Rasyidah n Khai. On that particular dae, we were drinkin alot though and tried GRAVEYARD! what the fisshhh! that drink is super duper killer to me. First we drank 2 shots each followed by a jug of red bull vodka, a jug of respberry vodka, graveyard for each of us and lastly a shot.

Few minutes later, I discovered that I was talking nonesense to boifie so the moment thur ended up early.I was completely lost, I wasnt aware the journey going home. All I noe was I am damn uncomfortable and my vision is blur plus I was having a terrible headache ever! Damn the GRAVEYARD! Well took couple of pics wf peepz that dae.

Atiqah,Marie,Syidah

On Sunday 14 March, I finally get my taste buds to BAN MIAN at FoodCulture, Century Square.

pose for the camera dear! hehee!

We were having conversation and suddenly D pop out the movie 'DRAGONBALL EVOLUTION'. He said he wana watched it as he was so into it during his childhood. BUT, I wasnt! haha! So I planned to head E-Hub to catch whatever movies available. As we were looking for a nice movie to catch, Ive stumble upon this movie, Coming Soon.

Ive heard these movie before it is being released and my intention was to surprise my boifie by catching these movie. BUT WTH, IT HAVE RELEASED so tooo bad for the surprise plan. Well below are some of the description of the movie.Courtesy of the Cathay.=)

What kind of scenes in a horror film scares you the most?

When a ghost appears totally unexpectedly?
When the main character does not see the ghost lurking up behind him?
When at the very end you find out that the main character was actually a ghost all along?

None of this compares to the feeling of arriving home alone and suddenly being struck by a feeling of déjà vu that you are reenacting the very same scenes in the horror movie you just saw! This movie will scare you from the second you step inside the movie theatre. It will get you wondering if “something” or “someone” might be waiting for you to let your guard down.

website: http://www.comingsoonmovie-th.com/

This movie scares the freak out of me!! I dnt even dare to completely look at the website. Check it out after eu have watched the movie. OMG! So people, if eu are going for entertainment wf ur boyfriend go watch this movie, n be prepared to hug ur boyfriend all the way... Hehehee!

Love♥

♥Dearest♥

2009-03-09T05:21:00.006+08:00

YEEAAHH!

At last gota watch MY BLOODY VALENTINE 3D!
It was really unexpected!

Afta that unfortunate event that dae, D manage to surprise me!
Was waiting for him, he was quite late but I dnt mind as I am usually late myslf. And out of the blue, he handed me a piece of paper. I took it and look!My Bloody Valentine 3D!The Cathay!
I think my soul jumped out of the body for a minute. Didnt noe how to react to the surprise. I kissed him and hug him tite. I am really excited as yeah its my first 3D movie! How sweet he is! Making effort to make our relationship beta and stronger. That moment I realised that all these while I am over-reacting. These days, I noticed he became much more mature and loving towards me. Toz marvelous daes are totally being appreciated by me. I noe I gota swept his feet off one dae. When will it be?I dnnoe.. Really had a wonderful time wf him, we went for a walk after that near Oasis. Took some pics at the Singapore Indoor Stadium though. Its quite a long time, we did went out to town and catch a movie. PSSST! For thoz hu havnt watch the movie, I think eu should watch it! Or else eu regret! Its quite scary and it does look as if eu were in the scene. Thanks D for making it happen!

♥We have been together for almost 6 years, but each day my LOVE for eu got deeper and deeper.♥

Have eu ever feel care free doing everything eu want, going anywhere eu want?
I prefer being tat way. Recently we just went out, going anywhere we want. We went Marina Square unplanned!, walking arnd the mall. There are events in the mall, we watched kids playing the XBOX and Wii. Tot of buying us that so we could play that all day at his crib like we used to PS2 back then. Mayb as his birthday present perhaps?? We also went to the Flyer chilling arnd, singing and making a fool out of each other. I had a fun time being arnd him. Felt as though I am complete and save. Being so open and understanding lately makes our relationship stands stronger.

Dearest eu just complete me. I ♥ EU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGZ

2009-03-09T04:33:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday
★★Mardiana & Junidah★★

Noeing eu both plus Aisyah are the best thing happened in my Life.
WonderGirls are always being appreciated eventhough I left half way through the journey.
I cherish every moment I had together wf eu gurls during the days.
Thanks for guiding me through out the half-way journey though.
May all three of my adorable babes have a wonderful life ahead and get the goals that you all have been striving for.
See eu gurls in Poly!!

Love eu,WonderGurlz!

taken the year of 2007

Riding up and down the hills!Wat a ride!

2009-03-08T22:08:00.007+08:00

Isnt it beautiful?
Its at water ski at East Coast Park, where me/Diana/Aisyah sat til sunset!

Wow been through ups and downs recent daes. Well put the past behind and look forward to the future. Ive learn the mistakes Ive done. My life have change to be a better person. Thankz D. Uve made me open my eyes wide enuf to correct the wrongs Ive made. Thats y I love eu more than I eva did for these past 6 years. Eu have made me mature more to think bout others and push me to strive for my goals. Im now trying to correct the mistakes Ive done especially SCHOOL. I gona be a responsible gurl now not a ~~hapie-go-lucky~~ gurl animore.

Recent daes Ive a gathering wf my secondary school friends. We went for a bowl and a cycle at East Coast Park. It was damn FUN! and tiring as I sweat beneath the HOT SUN! as I cycled. Some of the gurl went off early and there are only me/Diana/Aisyah. We sat down and did chat bout life. I felt the bond we had during the secondary school times. I cherish every moment we had during that day even though it doesnt last that long as I wished it could be. I really do miss them, being accompanied by them. Talking crap and mocking each other. That whole dae fills wf laughter and excitment. Plus sweat. Its been a long time since I sweat that much. Phheww. Aniways I LOVE n MISS eu gurls alot. More activity perhaps! LOVE!

Aisyah 'N' Diana

Dreams Dreams

2009-03-04T18:10:00.004+08:00

Earn $3K a month? Get a car? Wana be a successful person?
C'mon hu doesnt want thoz. Well after an interview and a presentation, i was daydreaming in the bus on the home. I always been wanting to be a successful woman earning a large sum of money mayb 5-6 digits? Living so fabulous driving arnd Singapore with a big brand new car. Tats so great, but its takes alot of work and efforts!

This job that I am applying for is all about marketing. I noe its difficult trying to sell people the products. But well should give it a try since I am havin holidaes till april and being unemployed. Moreover the stacks of bills have INCREASED and nit to be paid! I still have to go for the 2 day training then I must work hard as I gota save up for boifie burfdae on the month of MAY! I hope its not that hard to sell the products as the way they talk seems the job is easy. I shall give it a try since Im free.

Well yest didnt get to watch movie cos suddenly I had no mood as er have to rush, book the seats ending up missing the first part of the movie. So I start my bad behaviour, telling him how I felt. Basically I am pissed off at that tyme. Cos the things that I have always want doesnt really happen. Eventhough simple things. I have been craving for ban mian tom yam! And I didnt get to eat it as the stall is closed yest. Boifie doesnt really give me the things I want, especially the things I am craving for. It will take a long period of time till I can get it. As for him, I do give him the things he craved for. Haizz! MAD! PISSED OFF!

I decided to eat prata at Bedok South. The prata over thur is damn nice, should TRY! Eu should dip it wf the sambal! superbbb!!!! yummy! Then we proceed to GrandLink to play Left 4 Dead. Ya we are game freak! He is the one hu introduce me to LAN GAMING. Well its fun though letting ur frustration out killing the bloody zombies..!! Wahaha! Cruelty!

We do have short dispute over thur as he is too annoyed that we lost the game. So he let it out in way whereby its 'MEREPEK'. He also called me MEREPEK! thanks! so I quit the game and let him play alone. Super pissed off at this time. Well moments later, he did said sorry. I just forgive him and head straight back home as I am damn sleepy. Well I hope I could watch the movie todae! Hope so... Waiting for him to get back home, I would like to have a nice short beauty sleep..Hehee Well see ya later!!

A messed up day

2009-03-03T03:36:00.009+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!!!

Yea still not asleep yet! Today is so messed up! Was kinda surprise that i woke up quite early than I used to due to boifie. He called up surprisingly stating he's going home wf Ryan while its just bout 3pm. He n Ryan are assigned to spy on this particular YP(young people). Weird ar? Well I believe him but do pity him as he have to ride follow that stupid reta*d. Wasting his money and energy just to get that YP photo as an evidence.

As he is werking, sha ask me out. So i tot of eating ban mian(MY FAV) at Century Square. Got dressed and went off straight to the busstop when i stumble upon Amylina!!! Shocked though to see her. We talked and something got tied up. I didnt get to mit Risha.We went to CGH and surprisingly I saw kak Fasha and kak Ayn thur. They had an accident. A car hit both of them but kak Ayn is okey as the impact was on kak Fasha. I called up boifie asking him to mit up at the hospital. Amylina went home wf her family while I stay thur accompany both of them.

The person whm hit tem is an old lady. The lady claims that she didnt saw tem crossing as they were wearin dark colour clothes. ???in my mind, so its means pedestrian have colour coding for their clothes too??? Haha. She also claims she cant see that well. ???I believe that if eu cant see that well its not safe to drive rite???

Then comes the story that she is a retired teacher, blah, blah, blah. Looking at her YES i felt pity for her as she is old. But im sure that its a reason to hit someone. N the most surprising thing that kak Ayn told me was her daugther scolded her FU*CK U! after kak Fasha have being knock dwn. Kak Ayn was stoping the car from leaving the scene at that moment. Tat F word really made her mind trip though. I met boifie then and we accompanied kak Fasha throughout the treatment in the hos. Pushing the wheel chair, carrying helmet. Wahh so tiring. By half the treatment kak Ayn gota go. Felt unfair though! hmmph! But its oke I help kak Fasha sincerely hope she remember the deed me n boifie went thru just for her.

Boifie was sleeping while waiting for kak Fasha treatment. KECIAN NYE LAKI AKU NIE. He also complains that he is having a terrible headache due to spying. I massage his head to make him feel better though. After sending off kak Fasha, we were waking home to our bike when we saw that old lady drive MAZDA 3. We observe her and YEAP she cnt really see. There is a short route to the exit but she went to the long route as she cnt see the arrows on the road. Haizz. No comment.

Boifie claims that we aint spending tyme together tat much todae. Yea its a messed day! But boifie promz to spend quality time wf me later! I wana watch "MY BLOODY VALENTINE 3D"!!! I think im goin to catch it wf hime tmr. We'll see.
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some of these pics were taken long time ago...Meet my ladies/boifie for today02/03!

me-Risha

Amylina-Me

Me-Kak Ayn

taken few daes ago, trying to mimic some monster face at the poster.
So which one do eu think scare eu most??
Mine ?? Nan's ??

Hey dearest, i noe we didnt get to spend that much time together todae. Hope we can make it up tmr. Really looking forward to mit eu tmr. Hope ure not tired n sick as eu claims that eu are having flu when ya about to go to slep. Pls dnt be sick! Eu have a nice rest aits. Ya eu told me,eu dreamt tat eu are being chased after TP. I think we nit to do something to BABYBOY(125z). Eu noe what I meant. Eventhough todae is messed up, im just glad to mit eu. Ur the source of my happiness. Muuahh!

LOVE♥

Pictures of Us

2009-03-02T05:52:00.001+08:00

Pictures of Us before partying at Zouk(Feb09)

I cnt sleep..! Its 6am, editing pics of me & him. Yea this pics were taken last month. Time travel damn fast. Next thing eu noe, its March. Should I go swimming despite the lack of sleep todae. Haiz, I would cos I noe that I'll be bored sitting at home, disturbing my nephew. N I noe why its raining cats & dogs yest, COS MY SIS-IN-LAW suddenly bake brownies...!

Dont get me started on her. It will be countless entries eu'll see. Im not being bad, but she is just too much. N ya, she is staying wf me till their flat is ready. I think about less than a year, till my life is completely free of her reta*d face. Ahahah... Im bad, but eu dnt really noe hu she is. Even so the negative remarks, I still eat her brownies. Hahaha! Cos its damn nice.

FYI, she doesnt cook but my mom does. What kind of anak mertua she is! MumMi is v.patience towards us especially me as I noe I always go home late mornings. Hehee... Well im spending quality time wf him. I love being arnd him, so cnt blame it.

Ya talking about my SIS-IN-LAW! haha... I dnt make eye contact wf her when she's at home nor do I talk to her. She does that too. I dislike her, but I just kept quiet. I think if eu guys were in my shoe, eu guys cnfirm will be pulling each other hair in less than a month living with each other. Hahaha.. I dnnoe. If eu guys can endure her like I do. Aniways I dnt share food wf her.

Dnt let me start wf MAGGIE. SHE IS SUPER DUPER PELOKEK/STINGY, that she keep MAGGIE which I think cost about most likely S$2.30 in her BEDROOM. BELIEVE IT OR NOT! hahaha... some show in AXN... Yeah Yeah... Howeva I think my elder brother is being influence. Eu noe when eu start marrying someone or even super close to someone, eu will adopt their attitude. Yea, he is too STINGY due to !SHIKIN! . AAArrrcghh!

Dear Dear, hope eu are soundly asleep and having a good nite rest. May eu have a bright day todae in ur work place. I noe eu wldnt wnt to go to werk but I wldnt wnt eu to get into trouble, eu see. NS suckz big time! I wish eu could complete it smoothly wfout any obstacles face.psst i miss ur kiss and hug.

Birth Of Mariegoround.blogspot.com

2009-03-02T04:25:00.001+08:00

Pheeww..
Who knows how tiring and time consuming it is just to edit blogs. Yeah its not BLOG but BLOGS. And guess what its,this blog. Well i start doin this during the day, it was 3+pm till now,4.30am.
LoL!

I know im slow but try to urself in my situation whereby out off sudden, ur blog theme start to create problems like showin some 'update ur PhotoBucket!'. WT*! Aahah, sorie. I am too pissed off by it, so I decided to change some codes here and thur. (Well did studied this during the first term of Poly. Hehee.. But wasnt really paying attention to it=D.) Did some exercise on my brain by thinkin till the outcome is fine.

Yea did try to view my blog several times but!! Jeng!Jeng!Jeng! Its still the same. Bluuuaargh! See how unlucky I am. Hu!Hu!Hu! ='( So i went arnd calling to ask wats wrng wf it to my GFz(mengadu nasib lar kan). N DD syg gimme a solution=do it with another theme. Woooohh! Tats sux big time, still persisting I find this theme blog did some changes coding this and thur.

When my ITCHY fingers accidentally cancel the tab. Job well Done Rite! Hahaha! And miss itchy hand Marie went to redo it all over agn. The end. LoL~!

I didnt expect that my dae would turn out tat bad yesterdae. Woking up hearing eu said eu wana go out suddenly. I am sorie if I am not thur for eu when eu nit me, its just that I cnt accpt the way eu talk to me. Maybe if eu approach me in a nice manner, i would be glad to cheer eu up and give eu a nice comforting hug. Didnt get to meet eu yest.
Baby eu should control ur anger, if eu fight wf someone. N eu need me to be arnd, eu should be nice to me. Eu should tell me what eu are feeling rather then just saying that i dnt understand eu. Baby how should I understand eu if I really dnnoe ur feelingz. I noe ur situation now. I noe it hurts. Baby i accept the way eu are and i am thur for eu.
Im sorie I cant do much to fulfill ur needs todae. I will make it up to eu, I swear. N wnt give eu a hard time no more. Iya love eu.

With Lotz of Love,
Marie.